It has been four weeks since we saw nothing on the ultrasound.
Three weeks since it was confirmed that the pregnancy was not viable.
Two weeks since my D&C.
In that time I have received a lifetime’s worth of love from each and every one of you. It has taken me so long to write this because I don’t know how to do justice to how much your words have meant to me over the last month. Thank you just doesn’t seem like enough.
Every tweet, every comment, every email, every phone call, every kind word was like a hug. Each word was like air when I was drowning in pain.
I cannot express how much it all meant to me. Still means to me. My words are not enough to express how incredibly grateful I am to each and every one of you. I wish I could personally hug each of you.
At a time when I felt so utterly lost and alone and honestly wondered if I would ever find any light or any happiness ever again you all sent me that love and light through your words. Without you all I have no idea where I would be. Probably still drowning in despair. Instead I am healing and each one of you deserves some credit for that.
Thank you.
Thank you, thank you, a million times thank you.
I often find it easier to communicate through music. I listened to this song on repeat during this whole process. I first heard it on Weeds, and apparently that’s all Youtube knows it from also. Ignore the background, it’s about the words.