I feel beaten. So hurt, so angry… broken.
There are moments when I want to throw my hands up. I really want to not care so much. If only there was a switch to turn off my mind. To stop caring so fucking much.
But I will not be broken. I refuse.
I am nothing if not strong. So no matter how hurt I feel I won’t give up. I’m extremely stubborn.
I know what is worth fighting for…
But is all this fighting even going to get me anywhere? I have to believe it will.
Otherwise I’m just a stubborn fool.
That’s also possible… but I hope not.